A Really Old Bzoink Survey (probably from 2 years ago haha-->. I think I was 15, yeah, it had to be two years ago because I was on the phone with Sir Some Guy the most haha). And omg sorry the title is so long but this is awesome. I love this so much. :3

Really Long Survey (over 200) Created by starsbleed2nite and taken 503472 times on Bzoink
What is your name?:	Kitty. Let's go with that and make it easy.
Are you named after anyone?:	.. yes.. my grandmother and Hannah from the Bible..
Would you name a child of yours after you?:	no. but I might incorporate part of my name into theirs
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:	I have no idea.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:	hmmm....Isabel lol maybe...
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:	yeah.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:	no
Basics
Your gender::	female
Straight/Gay/Bi::	straight
Single?:	noo
If not, do you want to be?:	n/a
Birthdate::	sept
Your age::	old enough ;)
Age you act::	17 lol no... 15 sounds good
Age you wish you were::	mine is just fine, thankyouverymuch. I'd like to stay here a while.
Your height::	5'7". In case I ever go missing, I'll go ahead and put this on here so y'all will know how tall I am. XD
Eye color::	brown
Happy with it?:	yes :)
Hair color::	brown
Happy with it?:	yes :)
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::	righty
Your living arrangement::	room by myself. house with mom, dad, brother.
Your family::	mom, dad, brother.
Have any pets?:	two cats, two dogs (omg two dogs yayyyy)
Whats your job?:	to be a teenager and a kid and do my chores and make the right decisions.
Piercings?:	no, sadly.
Tattoos?:	no, but my mom thinks I'll get one before it's all over with.
Obsessions?:	uhhhhh... maybe.
Addictions?:	I don't think so.
Do you speak another language?:	partially Spanish
Have a favorite quote?:	"People are going to want you, need you, exceed you, take you, play you, rate you, and break you, but that's what makes you." -Anonymous
Do you have a webpage?:	yes :) I'm putting this survey on it. I also have another. and another. and another ;) But the one I'm putting this on is an ACTUAL WEBPAGE. OK.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:	I try to. I'm pretty good at it. I mean, that's what I see my therapist for and have been for months soo, lets hope so ;)
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:	Yes. Very.
Do you have any secrets?:	Of course. Everybody has secrets.
Do you hate yourself?:	No.
Do you like your handwriting?:	Yes :) Most of the time.
Do you have any bad habits?:	picking (dermatillomania/compulsive skin picking)...picking at my fingernails as well...staying up late
What is the compliment you get from most people?:	that I'm really nice... really super nice and understanding.. and have an excellent disposition and outlook on stuff. ^/////^
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:	A Splurge Of Abnormality... haha noo... that would be cool... maybe actually though.... To Belong In This World
Can you sing?:	yes! ^_^
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:	maybe
Are you a loner?:	not really. No, definitely not lol
What are your #1 priorities in life?:	to make the right decisions. to be kind. to respect myself and others. my family. my faith. strengthening my relationship with God.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:	Yes :))
Are you a daredevil?:	Not really. But I'll take a chance every now and then... I mean, come one guys... YOLO. XD
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:	I fear my panic attacks. I fear that I will die scared of dying. I fear that I won't ever stop picking for good.
Are you passive or agressive?:	passive. I can be aggressive though; however, my friends would probably tell you otherwise.
Do you have a journal?:	Yes. Many. XD
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:	Greatest Strength: love,... Greatest Weakness: doubt
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:	To have more self-confidence.... naahh... to have a better relationship with God and my faith and not have as much doubt
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:	Yes.. pretty much.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:	I wonder if I'll regret not having a band. I regret forgetting how to play the guitar but not much because I can relearn that. So... I don't really regret much.
Do you think life has been good so far?:	Yes. Life has been wonderful ^_^
What do you like the most about your body?:	my tan ;) teehee no but seriously... Idk... I like my legs. and my arms
And least?:	shaving.
Do you think you are good looking?:	yes :)
Are you confident?:	yes, for the most part.
What is the fictional character you are most like?:	I don't know. Hermione? haha I really have no idea. And no to the Hermione however much I may love her...there's got to be somebody better for me.
Are you perceived wrongly?:	Probably ^_^... yes.
Do You...
Smoke?:	no ew...
Read the newspaper?:	not anymore. We don't get the newspaper because it saves money.
Pray?:	Not enough. :(
Go to church?:	yes :)
Talk to strangers who IM you?:	no. I used to on skype but that's just a baaad idea. That was when I first got skype.
Sleep with stuffed animals?:	yes lol kind of... not in a while.. I sleep with a big HUGE stuffed pillow.
Take walks in the rain?:	not enough :(
Talk to people even though you hate them?:	I don't hate anybody. (Please, feel free to inquire about that...I know..it sounds...weird)
Drive?:	Yes
Like to drive fast?:	haha No!
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:	I have and would always ;) although I didn't when I first heard it recorded....
Hurt yourself?:	I have. I probably will again, but not for long :) And cutting isn't and was never an option... or burning...the only self harm that is an option is Dermatillomania.
Been out of the country?:	I have and will in a week and will next year.
Eaten something that made other people sick?:	I have, I think, and no I probably wouldn't.
Been in love?:	I have and will hopefully be in the future more.
Gone skinny dipping?:	I would
Had a medical emergency?:	I have
Had surgery?:	I have
Ran away from home?:	I wouldn't. I can't. I live too far out...there's nowhere I'd go. The road to walk on is too dangerous; however, that didn't stop my brother lol.
Gotten beaten up?:	I haven't. Hopefully I won't either ^_^
Beaten someone up?:	I haven't. I would if I need to.
Been picked on?:	I have and probably will be more
Been on stage?:	I have and would in the future
Slept outdoors?:	I have and would in the next week or three or so
Thought about suicide?:	I have but would never consider it for myself. That is also not an option.
Pulled an all nighter?:	I have
If yes, what is your record?:	I stayed up almost all night the sun was like...going to come up in a few hours I think,
Gone one day without food?:	I might have. I wouldn't again. That's a bad idea. Plus, I do too many things that require food.
Talked on the phone all night?:	I would.
Slept all day?:	I have
Killed someone?:	I... have not... and would hope I would not...
Made out with a stranger?:	I have not and probably would not
Kissed the same sex?:	I have not and probably would not
Been betrayed?:	I have and probably would
Had a dream that came true?:	I have and would hopefully :)
Broken the law?:	I have probably somehow and hopefully won't again lol
Met a famous person?:	I have and would again, definitely!
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:	I would with my car...I just know it.
On purpose?:	I would not
Stolen anything?:	>.> I have. I would not again. It was one pink jellybean at WalMart... >.>
Been on radio/tv?:	I have and would love to again ^_^
Been in a mosh-pit?:	I would
Had a nervous breakdown?:	I have
Bungee jumped?:	I would NEVER
Had a dream that kept coming back?:	I have and would again
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?:	I have and would kind of
Miracles?:	I have would and do believe
Astrology?:	Astrology? Is that a trick question? yes? oh wait...nah... probably not.
Magic?:	I have and would and do lol
God?:	I have and would and do :)
Satan?:	I have and would.... and kind of do.
Santa?:	I have and and.... don't... I believe in the spirit of Santa Clause.
Ghosts?:	I have... and don't.
Luck?:	I have and would and do kind of
Love at first sight?:	I have and would and do.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:	I have but don't.
Witches?:	I have but don't.
Easter bunny?:	I have but don't
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:	I have and would and do forever.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:	I have and would and do in a sense.
Do you wish on stars?:	I have, but not enough, and would again please :)
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:	Yes. Kind of.
Do you think God has a gender?:	No. It's weird... but okay.
Do you believe in organized religion?:	Kind of? What? Yes. Okay... Yes. Yes, I do.
Where do you think we go when we die?:	Heaven.. or Hell... :( I don't want ANYBODY to go to hell.....
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:	ummm...hmmm....I don't think sooo..oh! wait! maybe.
Who is your best friend?:	Bisael and others
Your favourite inside joke?:	ummm...ripped pants? NO NO NO MY FAVORITE IS THIS: Candy that you give to zombies..like in a haunted house for The Great Hot Goddess' birthday party. Every now and then I need a piece of candy that you give to zombies.
Newest?:	uhh... The Gent... except not really because I've known him longer than sooo many of them..umm... one of my camper friends in broadcasting camp. yeah, we'll be easy and go with that lol. Or Z
Shyest?:	...uhhh.. OH! AudLange
Funniest?:	..hmmm gosh that's REALLY HARD. Seriously.... LeeLee... or... Sherlock...
Sweetest?:	AudLange
Closest?:	Bisael probably
Weirdest?:	umm... uhhh.. we're all weird?? oh wait...nah... never mind... ummm... yeah that would be me. XP
Smartest?:	my brother.
Ditziest?:	uh. UhuhMLee maybe
Friends you miss being close to the most?:	Bisaelish... uhhh..
Last person you talked to online?:	uhhh Lexbri
Who do you talk to most online?:	Lexbri and Chappers
Who are you on the phone with most?:	Sir Some Guy and ... Sherlock maybe The Gent but that was just one day so no never mind.
Who do you trust most?:	hmmm Bisael. Sir Some Guy. my brother.
Who listens to your problems?:	E!XD She's ALWAYS there for me.
Who do you fight most with?:	my brother ;) uhhh... yeah..idk... the group... as a group... I fight against in my head
Do you always feel understood?:	no
Do you trust others easily?:	I think so. I want them to.
Do your friends know you?:	Yes
Friend that lives farthest away::	Karlita
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:	No
What do you find romantic?:	ummm... ^//////^ my boyfriend okay let's go with that yeah
Turn-on?:	being an eagle scout... HAHAHA NO NOT REALLY. That IS pretty hot...but okay... ummm.. I'm being serious now! In all seriousness...biggest turn on... when somebody looks into your eyes when they're talking to you. That's huge. And manners? Being polite? That's awesome.
Turn-off?:	lying. dropping the f-bomb 24/7.
First kiss?:	library, seventh grade, nothing special, okay :)
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:	I feel guilty, sad, as if I'm only here to hurt people in the end, like I'm going to lose his friendship, like he's going to enjoy being around me less, sad, uncomfortable, disappointed
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:	Yes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:	No because the guys like it and that's all that matters.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:	No.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:	Sure ;)
What is best about the opposite sex?:	They're big! LOL no... Guys are just... really fun to be around... I have the best times with a guyfriend or two.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:	smelly maybe .... nahhh.. definitely their drama. But I can remove myself from that. Or the cussing, which I can't exactly remove myself from because it's just there.
Are you in love?:	yes :)
Do you consider your significant other hot?:	-_- Y U ASK ME THAT. yes ;)
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:	no oneee???? o.O
You wanted to kill?:	no one
That you laughed at?:	The Gent possibly. ohp, nope, that would be Sherlock or Lexbri
That laughed at you?:	uhhhh Sherlock definitely.
That turned you on?:	idk
You went shopping with?:	my mom
That broke your heart?:	my ex. Or a friend.
To disappoint you?:	Chappers or myself
To ask you out?:	not really sure
To make you cry?:	myself
To brighten up your day?:	^_^ oh my goo! Bisael! She really did it :)) I mean, The Gent, and Darth Kyder, and Lexbri, and my brother TOTALLY did but BISAEL made me SOAR.
That you thought about?:	Sir Some Guy
You saw a movie with?:	ooohhh Lexbri, Darth Kyder, my brother, and The Gent
You talked to on the phone?:	ummm... my mom
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:	Lexbri
You saw?:	my mother
You lost?:	EJ maybe
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:	no
Will it be with your significant other?:	n/a
Or some random person?:	n/a
What are you wearing right now?:	ducky silky pajama bottoms and a red white and blue striped tank top
What are you worried about right now?:	whether I'm going to hurt another friend, whether my mom is going to come looking for me
What book are you reading?:	Uglies
Are you bored?:	no
Are you tired?:	not really
Are you talking to anyone online?:	no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:	no
Are you lonely or content?:	content, but I miss my friends :(
Are you listening to music?:	no

Yyaaaayyyy more questions. Get to know me. ;D

The best asks, ever :)
1: What eye color do you find sexiest?
Uurrrhhmmm...idk....eehhh... Brown, I suppose XD
2: White, milk, or dark chocolate mocha?
Lol neither! But if I HAD TO...dark chocolate..
3: If you could get a Sharpie tattoo on your back, what would it be?
Oooooooooohhhhh.... Like....a big tiger face...growling. ^_^
4: Did you grow up in a small or big town? Did you like it?
Um.. Big. And yes. :)
5: Your favorite adult as a child? (and not your parents, if they were your favorite)
Ooohhh... My second and fourth grade teachers.. But especially Mr. Rogers from Mr. Rogers' Neighborhood
6: What kind of smoothie sounds really good right now?
Banana strawberry. :)) yumm
7: Most embarrassing moment from your elementary school years?
Farting in front of people.
8: Most embarrassing moment from your middle school years?
Making a joke about "asinus infection" on a chat with the guy I liked (/was possibly dating if I remember correctly) and one of my friends back then...I didn't realize "asinus" means "butt" in Latin... >///>
9: Most embarrassing moment from your high school years?
Walking in on a teacher meeting without knocking.. But that wasn't too bad.
10: Pirates or ninjas? Why?
NINJAS!! Because they're hot! LOL just kidding.... But theyre all so...ninja-y and know Kung fu and karate and martial arts and CAN BE MAGICAL so they TOTALLY beat parrots and cannonballs. XD
11: Have you ever climbed a tree more than twenty feet off the ground?
lol nope.
12: Did you like swinging as a child? Do you still get excited when you see a swing set?
Yes! And not excited...unless I happened to be out with friends and already excited. I have a swing set at home so it's normal for me to see a swing set.
13: If you could have any pet in the world, illegal or not, what would you get?
Ummmm.... A tiger just like Jasmine's out of Aladdin!...haha I've mentioned tigers twice ... And they're not even my favorite animal or anything. Or maybe an alpaca? Nah. A giraffe? ...nah... A penguin!
14: What's your most favorite part of your body?
My legs ^_^ or my face XD or my hair. :)) I like my arms a lot too. <3 br=""> 15: What's your most favorite part of your personality?
That I try to be kind to everybody and stick hard to my morals.
16: Madonna or Lady Gaga? Neither? Both? Who cares?
Both! But WHO CARES if their music is similar? Cat fights are so lame. It's just music. There's only so many ways to sing the notes, you know.
17: Have you ever watched the Superbowl all the way through?
Yes! And the Puppy Bowl. ;D
18: Have you ever watched any major sporting event drunk?
Nope. Never been drunk either. I've never drunk alcohol, for that matter.
19: What's the most delicious food you've ever eaten in your life?
Chocolate maybe.
20: Margarine or butter? Which did you grow up with?
Butter. And butter.
21: Whole, skim, 1%, or 2% milk? (Did you know they make 1 1/2% milk?)
WHOLE IS YUMMEH. lol yes...I do know that...
22: Which continents have you been on?
North America annnnddd...I think that's it. Lol
23: Do you get motion sickness? Any horror stories?
Occasionally, if it's really bad...but no.
24: Backpacks or satchels?
Ummm satchel!
25: Would you wear a rainbow jacket? A neon yellow sweater? Checkered pants?
YES OMYGOO YES. YES. YES. Oh my goo they all sound so fun. ^_^
26: What was your favorite cartoon growing up?
Ummm... OH! Well, I had a few and I can't remember all of them..:: Tarzan...yeah we'll go with that.
27: If you had to have a cow or a pig, which would you take? Why?
A cow! Because then we could get free milk!
28: If you had to look at one city skyline for the rest of your life, which would it be?
....hmmm...Hong Kong? Only a super clean one? That seems like it would be pretty interesting.
29: Longest plane ride you've ever been on?
12ish hours, probably.
30: The latest you've ever slept?
Until 4:30 in the afternoon I think!
31: Would you buy a sweater covered in kitten pictures? Would you wear it if someone gave it you for free?
YES & YES lol if I liked the first and definitely (especially if they asked me to) with the second
32: Do you pick at scabs?
Sadly, yes.
33: Favorite kind of bean? Kidney? Black? Pinto?
Hmmm....I like kidney beans a lot :)
34: How far can you throw a baseball?
Probably less than a hundred yards...
35: If you had to move to another country, where would you move?
Hmmmm..... Italy I guess. That's really far away... Actually, England.
36: Have you ever eaten Ethiopian food? Vietnamese? Korean? Nepalese? How was it?
Yes and it was actually really good. No. No. No. :)
37: Small, liberal arts school or public university? Why?
Hmmmm public university. Because I go to a private school and there would bbe so many possibilities. I think it would be a fantastic adventure. <3 br=""> 38: A relationship with love or one with sex?
LOVE, always. <3 .="" abstinence="" baby.="" br="" marriage="" until=""> 39: Do you eat enough vegetables?
Probably not lol
40: Do you like horror movies? How about thrillers?
Yes and yes but I'd usually rather watch something else and usually do.
41: Would you scratch a crotch itch in public?
If no one was looking. XD
42: Do you swear in front of your parents?
hah, no. I don't swear in front of anyone except myself 99.99% of the time and I don't even swear when I'm by myself about 99% of the time, I'd say, unless it's in a song. ;) but nothing really big like the f-word
43: Coolest thing you've ever been for Halloween?
Hmmm.... Medusa was pretty cool but I think I gotta go with Supergirl
44: If you could change your natural hair color, would you? To what?
Nah, I wouldn't. But I would definitely chalk the ends different colors sometime for fun. :))
45: Do you want to get married? Have kids?
Yes. And yes. :))
46: Do you use a reusable water bottle? If not, you should.
Sometimes. Lol okay. ^_^
47: City or nature person?
Both. I'm in love with both. :))
48: Have you ever used something other than "makeup" as makeup? (Like paint? Markers?)
Haha nooo
49: Can you walk well in high heels? Even if you're a guy?
YES.
50: Post 5 awesome things about yourself. BRAG AWAY!
Haha YAAAAY
1. I have a black belt in karate!!!
2. My friends really respect me and think I'm super nice. XD
3. I'm a really awesome singer (lol especially when I'm by myself)
4. I cut, like, 15 seconds off of the times (in total) for my races in track this year.
5. I've never cut and I've never considered suicide for myself and the plan is to never consider it because both of those things ARE NOT options for me. :DD
Source: im-awkwarddd 


^sometime from 2011

yayay! another random music survey! There will be repeats...I don't think I have enough songs LOL

Put ur music on shuffle and write down the song! No cheating (skipping)!

Yourself
My name should be...
(first answer that I thought was really good: Barco de Papel by Gustavo Galindo)But I started over sooo: This City by Patrick Stump (lol)

I think I am...
Got It All (This Can't Be Living Now) by Portugal. The Man. (yeah, I guess in some ways)

My thoughts are generally about....
Beach by Peter Wolf Crier (yeah, when I'm on tumblr. The beach pix cheer me up)

Others see me as...
Dare You To Move by Switchfoot. (I guess so. Especially those who were in my English class last year. I love you D-Sia!

I dress like...
Double Trouble by Jack and White (yes! I see it! haha!)

My favorite thing to say is...
Young Blood by The Naked and Famous (I LOVE THIS SONG!! I'M SO GLAD I PUT IT ON MY IPAD!! I guess you could translate that to I love to say that we're still young)

My room has...
Here It Goes Again by OkGo (ditto with previous caps LOL. My room is def a here it goes again zone with getting messy. Just when I think I have it under control, just when I think I've got it all, just when I'm on a roll, ....it gets messy lol)

My screen name has to do with...
Everybody's Cried At Once by the Naked Brothers Band (yes! in a way! the single thing...it was post-being a girlfriend. So in a way, yes. I DO love this song.)

I love to...
Imagine by John Lennon. (Oh yesss!!! No other words)

During the summer, I...
Morning Thought by Dale Earnhardt Jr. Jr. (I guess so...haha when I get up. Those nice summer morning thoughts)

If I had a duck I would name her...
Make A Move by Icon For Hire (lol or the lead singers name)

Friends and Family
My best friend is...
Slide by the GooGoo Dolls (let me go find a best friend while I try to figure this out..lol...but really, I think it's a good description for any of my friends and my relationships with them)

When hanging out with my friends, we like to...
Headlong Into The Abyss by We Are Augustines. (YeS!!! I need to keep up with them! I forgot about them!! :((( Yes. My friens and I, we like to go headlong into the abyss. don't quite get it? Especially if you know me? Go listen to it. I LOVE these guys)

During Christmas, my family and I are...
Everywhere by Michelle Branch (yep. And the spirit of Christmas is everywhere too. It's awesome)

I think my mom is...
Bitter Sweet Symphony by The Verve. (yeah, I think she's gotten kinnnnda bitter, but she's still sweet as ever. Who wouldn't be bitter after all the things she's been through??)

But she thinks that I think she's...
Invisible by Skylar Grey (yes. she thinks no one listens to her)

My pet's always acting like...
Prayin' For Daylight by the Rascal Flatts. (haha yesss. My dog Hook just wants to be with people and is MISERABLE and YELLS if he isn't...and itsy cries in her kennel. and smudge always talks (both cats))

The one friend I can't stand is...
Bluebird by Christina Perri. (naaahh...I love this song...but I guess, yeah, I don't like flighty friends even though that isn't what this song is about. I love this song. ^_^)

My friends and I usually talk about...
For 12 by Other Lives (I've never really listened to this song...but we do talk about things for our other friends ^_^ so yes?) Maybe I'll come to this later and recheck it and say yes or no on stuff.)

I really think that my grandma has a disease called...
I've Got A Question by the Naked Brothers Band (haha yes. because she gets so confused recently. ^_^ So she asks a lot of questions, including repeated questions)

Relationships
My crush/boyfriend/girlfriend is...
The Thought Of Losing You by Dredg. (yes. I don't have a crush, but I regret something I did to a friend of mine 2 years ago, and I really have been thinking about it. "After all this pain" I really don't want to lose him! I really want to let you know how sorry I am, and how happy it makes me that we're still friends because I really hurt you. But I still didn't lose you!)

(S)He treats me like...
Graduation (Friends Forever) by Vitamin C (idk how I would make the 1st part fit...maybe that we have graduated from multiple stages in our friendship. we have learned over and over that "things will never be the same" "excited" "scared" YES. Also, kind of the friends forever part. however long forever is willing to take us. ^_^)

When we're alone, I want to...
Eventually by the Naked Brothers Band (I guess...I just want to be with him alone eventually and see if our past comes up so I can tell him that I'm so so so sorry. And I know I told him that I would never keep something from him like that with another person, but I just want to let him know that I am sooo sorry that I was such an awful friend. And it's been bugging me for TWO YEARS and I JUST wanted to tell him. Again."And the sun will find us all eventually, eventually.")

We're always talking about...
Maybe by Sick Puppies. (no. but maybe in our heads. Maybe is definitely in my head. But only maybe. Is it in your head too??? "Maybe I'm just out of touch. Maybe I've just had enough. Maybe it's time to change." What do you think?? I think we could. Maybe not as bf/gf necessarily, but as friends. To let each other know how we feel. it's a tiny tiny change. "maybe it's hopeless. maybe i should just give up. WHAT IF I CAN'T TRUST MYSELF? [to not hurt you] WHAT IF I JUST NEED SOME HELP? [that's fine with me] maybe it's time to change.". ... I hope you'll walk with me...)

(S)He looks like a...
Madre Naturaleza by Andrea Echeverri (translation: something like "natural mother" ...hmmm...he's natural. I think ?? but not a mother. maybe protective of some things, but isn't everybody??)

To be honest, I just want to...with him/her -
Holy Holy by Wye Oak (nope. can't make it fit. maybe just get the holy holy truth out?? so "there is no other story".)

And their friends are so...
What A Little Bit Of Love Can Do by Jeff Bridges (I guess...I do think they love him in a way. Plus, I am his friend...sooo...idk. anyhow. nevertheless "it's amazing what a little bit of love can do" especially to make someone feel happy)

But that's okay, cuz I love him/her like ....
Hanging On by Active Child (yeahhh...i'm definitely hanging on to the past)

Our first kiss was/will be like...
ALERT: I NEVER SAID WE WOULD KISS>>> geez! I don't have a crush on him...anyways:
If You Can Make It Through The Rain by the Naked Brothers. (but...yes! "If you can make it through the rain, you can make it through the sun. So hold on. We'll see what happens to me. We'll see what happens to you and me.")

Even though (s)he acts..I still lust after him/her...
The Beat Goes On by Beady Eye
(no. I don't lust after him. But his beat definitely goes on. He's awesome. ^_^)

His/Her pet name would be.....
Black Water Falls by The War On Drugs (okaaaayyyy this is WAYYYY past awkward now. But that is a good nickname for him...maybe? A good song, I think.)

(S)He would call me...
Never Say Never by Justin Bieber ft. Jaden Smith. (haha he could and it would make sense...I guess. except for the fact that i DID say "never" in all that hurt. But then I said "never" again in the making it right....or the try to "make it right". And dude, I do so much stuff, it's hard to say never. lol. especially when I'm in it.)

And together, we will have a life full of...
Happy Day by Tim Hughes. (just add an 's' to that, and you're good to go. ^_^)

School
School makes me want to...
Qué Sería by Francisca Valenzuela (direct translate: 'what would'...maybe it means 'what would it be'?? anyhow, that's a yes.)

The only reason I go is to...
Still Got Tonight by Matthew Morrison (yes. that's a good reason. one of the best fitting ones so far.)

My teachers look like...
My Baby's Tellin' Lies by Keb' Mo' (lol I HOPE they're not that miserable!!)

And they act like...
Gold Mine by Breanne Düren (sure...yeah. their classes are gold mines for tests, quizzes, homework, and the overall grade ^_^)

But it doesn't bother me, because I'm going to say...
Stupid Boy by Keith Urban (haha but not at my female teachers. ^_^ I LOVE KEITH URBAN!!!!)

Homework can go suck a...
Go Tell Everybody by The Horrible Crowes (that means you can NOT go tell everybody about you, you homework!! So we won't have homework! lol)

Math makes me want to...
Barco de Papel by Gustavo Galindo (translation: paper boat/ship. yes. jump into a dreamy paper boat. there is always a chance of drowning lol)

For lunch, I eat...
Dance Forever by Allstar Weekend (GREAT SONG!!! yes, I try to eat enough so I'm enough shape/healthy enough to dance 'forever'.)

If the day was any longer, I would...
ÜBerlin by R.E.M. (I really don't know how to make this work)

The bus smells like a...
Breathe In Breathe Out by Mat Kearney (great song first of all>> buuutt...I don't go in a bus. So...on the way to school. Yes I breathe in and breathe out. For my friends. For me. So maybe I won't get stressed because "I fall down sometimes". "Cause there is a light in your eyes, in your eyes". yes. listen to this!! "because everything keeps moving on" and we have to "hold on tight"

And cheerleaders are annoying as...
Red, Red Wine by UB40 (which means they are and are not. I, personally don't think they're annoying as cheerleaders. I don't know any annoying people, really, especially ones that are cheerleaders. and i like this song, it's def not annoying. there's my answer. ^_^)

Guidance counselors are for...
Beneath The Fire by Evaline. (yes they are for when I am underneath the fire)

To sum it up, school is a big, fat....
Blessed Be Your Name by Matt Redman (yes, actually. Blessed Be Your Name, God, for keeping us there, somehow, how you do. And blessed be my school for giving us that discount. For being SO SUPPORTIVE!!! YOU ARE AMAZING!! AND I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!

Future
I'm going to marry a...
Representing Memphis by Booker T. Jones ft. Matt Berninger and Sharon Jones. (sure. I could deal with marrying Memphis person. ^_^)

And have a kid. His/Her name will be...
[[toldja. i just started over for all my songs]]
Still Got Tonight by Matthew Morrison. (yeah, hon, you always got tonight. for tonight. for right now. for these "stolen seconds". Just saying, you'll be okay, and my heart goes out to you tonight. "One look in your eyes"

And (s)he will look like my...
My Baby's Tellin' Lies by Ked' Mo' (well, I kinda hope (s)he doesn't always look like a liar...but if you do, hon, that's okay, because I will still love you. And if I don't, show me this. Remind me.)

I'll have a pet...
The Thought Of Losing You by Dredg (the thought of losing a pet for my company is nonexistent lol)

My house will be located at...
Headlong Into The Abyss by We Are Augustines (hey, hon, listen to this too!! LOL right there along with my friends. ^_^ ^_^ ^_^.)

My husband/wife will have...
Imagine by John Lennon (yes. he. will!)

Every holiday we'll travel to...
Eventually by the Naked Brother's Band (even if we don't travel, remember that the sun will find us all eventually.)

Which will look like...
Slide by the GooGoo Dolls. (yes! there will be a slide!)

And have a really nice...
Bluebird by Christina Perri (yes. there will be bluebirds. And robins (now I have nostalgia for my lovely robin. "I'm looking for you")

Before I die, I want to...
Morning Thought by Dale Earnhardt Jr. Jr. (yes, have earlier and more Morning Thoughts)

My job will be a....
Make A Move by icon For Hire (I will have to make a move constantly and take risks. yes. I like that idea. even if it starts out "a little insane" lol)

Which will suck, because...
Double Trouble by Jack and White (yes. it could cause double trouble for me. Especially if bruthah is in the same trouble)

On my gravestone, it will say...
Black Water Falls by The War On Drugs (PLEASE OH P:EASE OH PLEASE PUT THIS ON MY GRAVESTONE!!)

Music
My favorite kind of music sounds like...
Never Say Never by Justin Bieber ft. Jaden Smith. (YEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!)

HIM is...
This City [Radio Edit] by Patrick Stump ft. Lupe Fiasco (idk what HIM is...)

All American Rejects remind me of...
Gold Mine by Breanne Düren (yes. they are a gold mine. great music. definitely to me, "opens up the skies and makes me feel alive")

Sean Paul makes me want to...
If You Can Make It Through The Rain by the Naked Brothers Band (don't know who he is. but sure,)

Without music, I would...
Qué Sería by Francisca Venazuela (yeah. What would it be without music?? What would I be?? There'd be that question, that's what I'd do. And there would be nothing else)

My favorite CD is played while I...
Barco de Papel by Gustavo Galindo (yes. it plays while i ride on the paper boat)

I dance like...
Everybody's Cried At least once by NBB (yes)

Music makes me feel...
Dance Forever by Allstar Weekend (YEEESSSSSS!!!!!) (make me alive!)

And makes me think about...
Madre Naturaleza by Andrea Echeverri (sure)

But mostly makes me want to act like a....
Young Blood by the Naked and Famous (yes. Why? Because I AM)

Basically, music is just...
(lol just in time as i'm on 2% left>>) Go Tell Everybody by The Horrible Crowes
(YES!! Go tell everybody about itt!!!)

ANOTHER question FOR everyone!!!!

Who likes Paramore???

How well do you know them?

1-10 (1 being you're still trying to figure out what they are, 10 being totally a fanatic)

How much do you like them?

1-10 (1 being you absolutely HATE THEM SOOO MUCH YOU WISH YOU COULD HIDE UNDER A ROCK EVERY TIME YOU EVERY TIME YOU HEAR THEM!!!; 10 being YOU LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH OMG YOU'RE OBSESSED!!!!!! YOU'RE GOING TO MARRY ONE OF THEM WHEN YOU'RE OLDER!!!! [me: okayyyyy then....are there even boys in the band...?? ...lemme check...I'll get back on that])

*THZcouldEND-any_day_NOW!!*

Music SHUFFLE Survey!!! numero uno/#1

1.) Put your music player on shuffle
2.) Press forward for each question.
3.) Use the song title as the answer
to the question.
4.) NO CHEATING!!!
5.) HAVE FUN FOOZSH!!!
1.) How am I feeling today?
One Man Show by Jonas Brothers (haha this could actually work--I've found that usually you can make the song work ^_^)

2.) How will I feel getting married?
Chemicals React by Aly & AJ (oh my gosh. that TOTALLY WORKS. plus, i know how this song has worked in my life as well...good feelings... ^_^)

3.) What is my best friend's theme
song?
Shelf by Jonas Brothers (we are just full of the jobros today, aren't we??? GREAT SONG!!! I DON'T CARE IF NOBODY HERE AGREES WITH ME!!! I LOOVE THE JONAS BROTHERS!!!..yes...i know the band isn't together. WHO CARES??? THE FAMILY STILL IS!!! AND THEY'RE STILL THE JONAS BROTHERS!!!! mwhaha. haha. haha. ha. ha. ha. anywayz...i have a lot of really good friends. this could probably work for a few of them...a couple maybe? It might work for more than i think cuz [sadly--well...actually I take that back] I can't see in all of your heads. ... Yeah. Definitely a good thing. ^_^)

4.) Highschool is?
No One Mourns The Wicked by Wicked Cast (hmmm...idk how this works...ummm...if you--haha! in highschool...it seems maybe to someone ... [especially someone NOT in highschool] that if you mess up in highschool it's messed up your whole life. That could be true at least in some ways. I wouldn't know. ^_^)


5.) Middleschool is?
Dancing Through Life by Wicked Cast (geez...what's with all the repeats??? oh well, no complaining. MS is def. like this. mindless and careless ... we all wanna be. YOU ALL SHOULD TOTALLY LISTEN TO THIS SONG!!! AMAZING!!! DON'T TAKE FIYERO'S WORDS TO HEART THOUGH!!! [that's the dude singing--yeah...the one with the great voice...the one...you can just imagine him...tall...yeah whatev..to old for me...I get it. quit dreaming girl. Dream on something else. ^_^ and i am choc full of happiness today!)

6.) I am...
The Driveway by Miley Cyrus (amazing song. I am the driveway. People drive all over me. They want to go places and they run over me just to get to them. yup. that's me. does it hurt? sometimes. but not all the time. nooow...when we listen to the song...the words...now, that is ALSO me. Go find the lyrics SOMEBODY PLEASE! tell me you don't hate her. i'll thank you so deeply you'll think I'm crazy...uh...crazIER)

6.) How is today?
We Go Together by John Travolta [plus Grease cast???] (uhuh...i guess....wait...YES! I went to the movies today with Screened, Supercrazygamegeek, Leumaster, #14 [must find better codename!], #14's bro [don't have anything else..i know sad...'tis sad...'tis true. so yeah. and that was it. yupperz pupperz we all belong together, man. I swear idk what i'd do without all these ppl [plus others that didn't go...to the movie's]


7.) What is in store for this week?
Goodbyes by Savannah Outen (more goodbyes??? I just FINISHED with that! OOoohh this makes me think of 
Miss Chicky-Island [omg i bet you can tell who that is if you know me...awesome right? vague but knowing. oh yeah, man.] lol I guess this could be the week of "goodbye to some of my bad habits" and more goodbye to the things I've been working on for the past few weeks. every day is another goodbye. "why does it have to be so hard?" huh. cuz life's like that. "I just wish that everything was the same." but then we wouldn't be where we are now, would we? isn't that a scary thought? yeah, that's what I thought)

8.) What song best describes my parents?
You and Me by Lifehouse (I guess...I mean, they're with me and my bro forever. and together, of course it's hard what with Dad being a recovering drug addict [difference btwn recovering and just regular ol' druggy...once you get in recovery, you're always in recovery until you die. Then, you go to the hands of the Lord and you're okay. But until then, he will always be a recovering drug addict. Being addicted is a disease. Nothing wrong with morals. Everything wrong with the mind. With the surroundings. With the Self-Aimed Thoughts and Feelings. so yeah, want more about that? think i'm wrong. well, I'm not. But I'd be glad to talk more about it ^_^]. It's hard for all of us. [wow. i went so long that it's already on the next song...whoops... ^_^)

9.) How is my life going?
Walk Away by Martina McBride (I guess so. But this would be ME talking to MYSELF. ^_^ thx for reminding me stupid shuffle ^_^--no hard feelings when I crack my iPod's screen, right? oh...wait...I already did that....mmmkkk..uh...yeah...^_^ hahha)

10.) What song will they play at my funeral?
Streetcorner Symphony by Rob Thomas (YES!!! YES!!! YES!!!! I WANT YOU TO PLAY MR. BLUE SKY AS WELL!!!! BUT THIS!!! YES!!!! OOOH YEAH BABY!!!!! WHEN I WAS RUNNING TODAY [yes I ran...I'm Miss Fit ^_^ LOL--okay fine, I won't take it THAT far] I LOOOOVE THIS SONG...OH YEAH...MY SENTENCE...SO I WAS RUNNING TODAY AND THIS CAME ON AND I WAS LIKE...PUMPED! SO MUCH!!! "All the colors of this world will run together more than ever." SO MUCH MORE THAT I WANT TO PUT ON HERE!!! IF YOU DON'T GO LOOK AT ANY LYRICS!!! CHECK THIS OUT !!!! PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE!!! IF YOU DO!!! I WILL!!!! MAKE A STORY/POEM/SOMETHING [along those lines...give me ideas ^_^] IN YOUR HONOR!!!! LOVE YOU MUCH!!! [i already try to love you much even if I hate you...yeah...doesn't make sense, I know--but remember the Golden Rule and... Remember The Titans! and the SPARTANS!!! yeah!]

11.) Is this going to be a good year?
Driving Me Stupid by Serabee (ummm is that good or bad??? uhhh... I guess from here I might drive meself stupid... LOL ^_^ and other ppl...like mey brother...okay...yeah myself. lol.

12.) What's your love life like?
Freddy My Love by Cindy Bullens (... ... ... HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHA now THAT IS ENTERTAINMENT. does nobody get it except for me??? okay fine, okay...so my favorite character in Harry Potter...well...one of my faves anyhooz is Fred Weasley...and I have always been certain [absotootenly certain ^_^ --as certain as I am that I am about to spill part of my soul out here...and that never happens on SPLURGE PATROL...] that if I was in Harry Potter....like the story....Fred Weasley would be meant for me. ^_^ so you see how funny that is for me. yupperz pupperz extremely funny. I'VE BEEN RIGHT ALL THIS TIME!!! YESH!!! ^_^ yup...right ... and a bit crazy...just...a...bit...[crud this next song is almost done...crud]

13.) What's your favorite?
Finale by Wicked Cast [mostly Kristin Chenoweth and Idina Menzel] (hmmm...idk ... i guess. it's good. a good finale. sooo my fave song??? i guess. I'd love to be able to sing it. But it's not my fave song. NEXT!!)

14.) Best bored activity?
Check Yes Juliet by We the Kings (ummm...check yes...uhh...surveys??? juliet...reading long books??? ...the song...dreaming. yupperz pupperz. dreaming....dreaming about all this. this is another song that came on when yours truly was running. I love to picture this! ... with the lead singer of Metro Station...maybe a little different though, cuz i don't associate this voice with him...yup I love to be IN THE SONG. love it..)

15.) Favorite quote?
Right Here, Right Now by HSM Cast: Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens (I LOOOVE THIS SOOONG!!!!!! LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!! yup...she's a little crazy for lovin' hsm sooo much...that may be so. but i love it all the same. yup. fave quote. fave song title quote ... okay...fine one of them anyhow...geez, I can't choose one! Don't hurt me, pwease. Love it. LOVE IT!. be in the moment, man. "Take time to stop and smell the roses, but make sure you don't forget where you're going." --MOI QUOTE!!!

16.) Song played in your wedding?
The Nicest Kids In Town by James Marsden (all righty then...idk how this would work...maybe my wedding is going to be really modern and bouncy. scary. haha. just imagine the uncles and aunts of YOUR family dancing to this...and YOUR DAD OH MY GOSH YOUR DAD AND YOUR BROTHER OH MY GOSH YOUR BROTHER DANCING TO THIS okay we are all scarred for life. sorry for that folks.

17.) What is your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush's (can be celeb ^_^) theme song?
Walk Away (Remember Me) Paula DeAnda (Does everything have to be sooo....true??? really??? geez thanks stupid shuffle. remember guys and girls: you have to walk away sometimes...whether from a breakup or a pointless crush or a [gasp!..yup..we are a sad sad sad excuse for a human race] celebrity crush. yupperz pupperz...learn to walk away BUT REMEMBER!!! EVERYTHING!!!)

18.) The song that best described your childhood days...
Gotta Go My Own Way by HSM Cast [it says that...but it's really just Vannessa Hudgens ppl!!! heeellloww???] "I've got to move on and be who I am. I just don't belong here. I hope you understand....might find our place in this world someday. But just for now, I gotta go my own way." YUP. so. me. I wasn't that kind of person. I guess I'm technically out of my childhood days and into my teenage years. My childhood days were about the process of finding myself. And now, my teenage years/pre-teen years is ACTUALLY DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT AND REALIZING THAT I PROBABLY SHOULD DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! i love it.)

19. The song that keeps playing in your mind...
Ultimate by Lindsay Lohan (oh yeah. this has come into my head randomly before. it took me a sec to realize where it was from ^_^)

20. The song that will make me happy.
Junebug by Robert Francis (I don't know this song really well...like...at all...but I heard to the whole thing FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! today. and I wasn't even listening. So yeah, this will probably make me happy. Most songs do.


21. The future will be...
Make Some Noise by Hannah Montana (don't laugh! seriously. don't. if it'll quiet some of you down a little more, just know that there is one among us that has the Barbie Girl theme song on his/her iPod. And Miley is just fine, thank you. I love her to death. Amazing voice. But she's not perfect. As if the rest of us are! Geez. ppl.. anyhow...this is...definite thank you. I'm just starting my rolling claps of thunder and I'm just realizing that "there's nothing wrong with just being yourself" and..."you can't just sit back and watch the world change. It matters what you've got to say. There's no one else who can stand in your place. So come on it's never too late. So maybe it's your time to lift off and fly...." I'll stop there...cuz I'd keep going till the end of the song... ^_^)


22. What is your biggest dream?
Fearless by Taylor Swift. (yup. to be fearless is my biggest dream. to stand up to someone every other day. to earn your respect, whether you like it or not. To respect others as much as I respect myself. I wanna be fearless. I'm almost halfway there)


23. What is your deepest darkest secret [according to the shuffle masters!]?
Cruella De Vil (DJ Skribble Spot Remix) by Ashanti Feat. Sis Shi Shi (i guess my deepest darkest secret is that I'm really EVIL MWHAHAHAH! dang. my secret has been revealed. the world is ending. I don't even really like this song. omg! i don't like a song??? really??? i've got to be kidding!!! i know!!!! sooo weird!!! ... ... ... i really REALLY don't like this song ... ... but I bet it was fun to record. not cuz of the song. but cuz of how it sounds.


a song to end!! :: I shuffled it again until i found one that caught my eye:


La La Land by Demi Lovato


I SHALL MAKE ANOTHER ONE SOME OTHER TIME!!!