Why, hello there Visitor. Let's set some ground rules...

1) I like you already because you're actually reading this!! yay! 1 point for YOU!

2) You may leave a comment on any of the posts you would like...explore the pages, or don't explore the pages. No biggie. But you can leave a comment even if you don't have an account. No, seriously, I'm superduper asking you to leave a message if you don't mind and especially if I know you in real life because I might just miss you a little bit. Without an account it'll be anon unless you sign your name ^_^.

3) Just know that I'll *bleep* out any bad words or just trash the whole thing if it's too offensive. Yeah, I'll post a comment that says someone posted a comment-ALWAYS- but that it was too offensive for me to feel okay putting it on here...

And that is all of the dirt(/ground) rules. Thanks so much for reading that whole thing! I will feel content to just imagine people reading this...aaahhhhh :)

Have a nice day!
Love, peaches, Chicken greases, Rock on foozsh, 3wgs.
I wish you enough [insert word here].

ps. I started a 365 day challenge (here) forever and a day ago and hopefully one day I'll get back to it because that would be fun and pretty cool :).
update: #3 has never been a problem lol but who knows...maybe one day it will be


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Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Spring Cleaning

awww...neither my Youtube videos widget nor my banner is working anymore. Guys, this is a super old blog and it's honestly about time I deleted some stuff. I just did delete a lot and now it's 1:13 am (aadkfjasl) and I shall now go back to my essay and continue work on it. *le sigh*


A Really Old Bzoink Survey (probably from 2 years ago haha-->. I think I was 15, yeah, it had to be two years ago because I was on the phone with Sir Some Guy the most haha). And omg sorry the title is so long but this is awesome. I love this so much. :3

Really Long Survey (over 200)
Created by starsbleed2nite and taken 503472 times on Bzoink
What is your name?: Kitty. Let's go with that and make it easy.
Are you named after anyone?: .. yes.. my grandmother and Hannah from the Bible..
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no. but I might incorporate part of my name into theirs
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: I have no idea.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: hmmm....Isabel lol maybe...
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: yeah.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: noo
If not, do you want to be?: n/a
Birthdate:: sept
Your age:: old enough ;)
Age you act:: 17 lol no... 15 sounds good
Age you wish you were:: mine is just fine, thankyouverymuch. I'd like to stay here a while.
Your height:: 5'7". In case I ever go missing, I'll go ahead and put this on here so y'all will know how tall I am. XD
Eye color:: brown
Happy with it?: yes :)
Hair color:: brown
Happy with it?: yes :)
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: room by myself. house with mom, dad, brother.
Your family:: mom, dad, brother.
Have any pets?: two cats, two dogs (omg two dogs yayyyy)
Whats your job?: to be a teenager and a kid and do my chores and make the right decisions.
Piercings?: no, sadly.
Tattoos?: no, but my mom thinks I'll get one before it's all over with.
Obsessions?: uhhhhh... maybe.
Addictions?: I don't think so.
Do you speak another language?: partially Spanish
Have a favorite quote?: "People are going to want you, need you, exceed you, take you, play you, rate you, and break you, but that's what makes you." -Anonymous
Do you have a webpage?: yes :) I'm putting this survey on it. I also have another. and another. and another ;) But the one I'm putting this on is an ACTUAL WEBPAGE. OK.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: I try to. I'm pretty good at it. I mean, that's what I see my therapist for and have been for months soo, lets hope so ;)
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes. Very.
Do you have any secrets?: Of course. Everybody has secrets.
Do you hate yourself?: No.
Do you like your handwriting?: Yes :) Most of the time.
Do you have any bad habits?: picking (dermatillomania/compulsive skin picking)...picking at my fingernails as well...staying up late
What is the compliment you get from most people?: that I'm really nice... really super nice and understanding.. and have an excellent disposition and outlook on stuff. ^/////^
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: A Splurge Of Abnormality... haha noo... that would be cool... maybe actually though.... To Belong In This World
Can you sing?: yes! ^_^
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: maybe
Are you a loner?: not really. No, definitely not lol
What are your #1 priorities in life?: to make the right decisions. to be kind. to respect myself and others. my family. my faith. strengthening my relationship with God.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Yes :))
Are you a daredevil?: Not really. But I'll take a chance every now and then... I mean, come one guys... YOLO. XD
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I fear my panic attacks. I fear that I will die scared of dying. I fear that I won't ever stop picking for good.
Are you passive or agressive?: passive. I can be aggressive though; however, my friends would probably tell you otherwise.
Do you have a journal?: Yes. Many. XD
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Greatest Strength: love,... Greatest Weakness: doubt
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: To have more self-confidence.... naahh... to have a better relationship with God and my faith and not have as much doubt
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Yes.. pretty much.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I wonder if I'll regret not having a band. I regret forgetting how to play the guitar but not much because I can relearn that. So... I don't really regret much.
Do you think life has been good so far?: Yes. Life has been wonderful ^_^
What do you like the most about your body?: my tan ;) teehee no but seriously... Idk... I like my legs. and my arms
And least?: shaving.
Do you think you are good looking?: yes :)
Are you confident?: yes, for the most part.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: I don't know. Hermione? haha I really have no idea. And no to the Hermione however much I may love her...there's got to be somebody better for me.
Are you perceived wrongly?: Probably ^_^... yes.
Do You...
Smoke?: no ew...
Read the newspaper?: not anymore. We don't get the newspaper because it saves money.
Pray?: Not enough. :(
Go to church?: yes :)
Talk to strangers who IM you?: no. I used to on skype but that's just a baaad idea. That was when I first got skype.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes lol kind of... not in a while.. I sleep with a big HUGE stuffed pillow.
Take walks in the rain?: not enough :(
Talk to people even though you hate them?: I don't hate anybody. (Please, feel free to inquire about that...I know..it sounds...weird)
Drive?: Yes
Like to drive fast?: haha No!
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: I have and would always ;) although I didn't when I first heard it recorded....
Hurt yourself?: I have. I probably will again, but not for long :) And cutting isn't and was never an option... or burning...the only self harm that is an option is Dermatillomania.
Been out of the country?: I have and will in a week and will next year.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: I have, I think, and no I probably wouldn't.
Been in love?: I have and will hopefully be in the future more.
Gone skinny dipping?: I would
Had a medical emergency?: I have
Had surgery?: I have
Ran away from home?: I wouldn't. I can't. I live too far out...there's nowhere I'd go. The road to walk on is too dangerous; however, that didn't stop my brother lol.
Gotten beaten up?: I haven't. Hopefully I won't either ^_^
Beaten someone up?: I haven't. I would if I need to.
Been picked on?: I have and probably will be more
Been on stage?: I have and would in the future
Slept outdoors?: I have and would in the next week or three or so
Thought about suicide?: I have but would never consider it for myself. That is also not an option.
Pulled an all nighter?: I have
If yes, what is your record?: I stayed up almost all night the sun was like...going to come up in a few hours I think,
Gone one day without food?: I might have. I wouldn't again. That's a bad idea. Plus, I do too many things that require food.
Talked on the phone all night?: I would.
Slept all day?: I have
Killed someone?: I... have not... and would hope I would not...
Made out with a stranger?: I have not and probably would not
Kissed the same sex?: I have not and probably would not
Been betrayed?: I have and probably would
Had a dream that came true?: I have and would hopefully :)
Broken the law?: I have probably somehow and hopefully won't again lol
Met a famous person?: I have and would again, definitely!
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: I would with my car...I just know it.
On purpose?: I would not
Stolen anything?: >.> I have. I would not again. It was one pink jellybean at WalMart... >.>
Been on radio/tv?: I have and would love to again ^_^
Been in a mosh-pit?: I would
Had a nervous breakdown?: I have
Bungee jumped?: I would NEVER
Had a dream that kept coming back?: I have and would again
Belive in life on other planets?: I have and would kind of
Miracles?: I have would and do believe
Astrology?: Astrology? Is that a trick question? yes? oh wait...nah... probably not.
Magic?: I have and would and do lol
God?: I have and would and do :)
Satan?: I have and would.... and kind of do.
Santa?: I have and and.... don't... I believe in the spirit of Santa Clause.
Ghosts?: I have... and don't.
Luck?: I have and would and do kind of
Love at first sight?: I have and would and do.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: I have but don't.
Witches?: I have but don't.
Easter bunny?: I have but don't
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: I have and would and do forever.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: I have and would and do in a sense.
Do you wish on stars?: I have, but not enough, and would again please :)
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Yes. Kind of.
Do you think God has a gender?: No. It's weird... but okay.
Do you believe in organized religion?: Kind of? What? Yes. Okay... Yes. Yes, I do.
Where do you think we go when we die?: Heaven.. or Hell... :( I don't want ANYBODY to go to hell.....
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: ummm...hmmm....I don't think sooo..oh! wait! maybe.
Who is your best friend?: Bisael and others
Your favourite inside joke?: ummm...ripped pants? NO NO NO MY FAVORITE IS THIS: Candy that you give to zombies..like in a haunted house for The Great Hot Goddess' birthday party. Every now and then I need a piece of candy that you give to zombies.
Newest?: uhh... The Gent... except not really because I've known him longer than sooo many of them..umm... one of my camper friends in broadcasting camp. yeah, we'll be easy and go with that lol. Or Z
Shyest?: ...uhhh.. OH! AudLange
Funniest?: ..hmmm gosh that's REALLY HARD. Seriously.... LeeLee... or... Sherlock...
Sweetest?: AudLange
Closest?: Bisael probably
Weirdest?: umm... uhhh.. we're all weird?? oh wait...nah... never mind... ummm... yeah that would be me. XP
Smartest?: my brother.
Ditziest?: uh. UhuhMLee maybe
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Bisaelish... uhhh..
Last person you talked to online?: uhhh Lexbri
Who do you talk to most online?: Lexbri and Chappers
Who are you on the phone with most?: Sir Some Guy and ... Sherlock maybe The Gent but that was just one day so no never mind.
Who do you trust most?: hmmm Bisael. Sir Some Guy. my brother.
Who listens to your problems?: E!XD She's ALWAYS there for me.
Who do you fight most with?: my brother ;) uhhh... yeah..idk... the group... as a group... I fight against in my head
Do you always feel understood?: no
Do you trust others easily?: I think so. I want them to.
Do your friends know you?: Yes
Friend that lives farthest away:: Karlita
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: No
What do you find romantic?: ummm... ^//////^ my boyfriend okay let's go with that yeah
Turn-on?: being an eagle scout... HAHAHA NO NOT REALLY. That IS pretty hot...but okay... ummm.. I'm being serious now! In all seriousness...biggest turn on... when somebody looks into your eyes when they're talking to you. That's huge. And manners? Being polite? That's awesome.
Turn-off?: lying. dropping the f-bomb 24/7.
First kiss?: library, seventh grade, nothing special, okay :)
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: I feel guilty, sad, as if I'm only here to hurt people in the end, like I'm going to lose his friendship, like he's going to enjoy being around me less, sad, uncomfortable, disappointed
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Yes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: No because the guys like it and that's all that matters.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: No.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Sure ;)
What is best about the opposite sex?: They're big! LOL no... Guys are just... really fun to be around... I have the best times with a guyfriend or two.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: smelly maybe .... nahhh.. definitely their drama. But I can remove myself from that. Or the cussing, which I can't exactly remove myself from because it's just there.
Are you in love?: yes :)
Do you consider your significant other hot?: -_- Y U ASK ME THAT. yes ;)
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: no oneee???? o.O
You wanted to kill?: no one
That you laughed at?: The Gent possibly. ohp, nope, that would be Sherlock or Lexbri
That laughed at you?: uhhhh Sherlock definitely.
That turned you on?: idk
You went shopping with?: my mom
That broke your heart?: my ex. Or a friend.
To disappoint you?: Chappers or myself
To ask you out?: not really sure
To make you cry?: myself
To brighten up your day?: ^_^ oh my goo! Bisael! She really did it :)) I mean, The Gent, and Darth Kyder, and Lexbri, and my brother TOTALLY did but BISAEL made me SOAR.
That you thought about?: Sir Some Guy
You saw a movie with?: ooohhh Lexbri, Darth Kyder, my brother, and The Gent
You talked to on the phone?: ummm... my mom
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Lexbri
You saw?: my mother
You lost?: EJ maybe
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: n/a
Or some random person?: n/a
What are you wearing right now?: ducky silky pajama bottoms and a red white and blue striped tank top
What are you worried about right now?: whether I'm going to hurt another friend, whether my mom is going to come looking for me
What book are you reading?: Uglies
Are you bored?: no
Are you tired?: not really
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: content, but I miss my friends :(
Are you listening to music?: no  

Quote of the Dayze



There is actually only so much I can do
at a time like this
in a place like that.
I have feelings,
you have feelings,
and our feelings crash,
and most days this does not work out.
And I want to go back to the first few months
of this relationship
when the going wasn’t so rough
and our movements weren’t habitual.
Yes, please, just go away
and shout your, “Whatever!”’s
and tell me you lost it—over and
over and over—
I never said you couldn’t lose it.
You’re a human being and only
you took that right away from yourself.
I just said to
And no I don’t want your hugs.
Go away.
Go freaking away.
I’m trying to write an essay.

3/5/14 -- 12:47 AM